some of you here may know some years back i had a battle with cancer. after much time i won that one. and also some of you know i was at avast beginning of this year. i got home and after going to see some more docs i was told it would be another long battle. so i want to say i am now once again "stable" and so far clear of any cancers once again. i just felt so horrible and was so exhausted the past months i was hardly ever even online much. i hired in someone in the meantime to try to help my workload which sometimes worked and other times just didnt. i know i was gone for a while. well im out and about now and starting to feel my old self again and hope it will be for good this time. to those of you who knew and offered support thank you so much for the kind words. and many of you did not know. i try to keep most things to myself like this. so i want to apologize for my absence to my wilders friends and to the avast guys i know its been a while. im going to try to be back on much more often as i can be. mods if this cant be posted here you can move it or delete it i wasn't sure since we dont really have an "all things" type of place anymore i can see. many of you had sent me messages and asked where i was and ill be trying to get back to everyone as soon as i can. it turned out to be a LONG year for me and my family and im just so glad i can still be here talking to all of you again. much love to everyone!!